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Long time no blogzor! :D:D:D:D

I'm in the midst of doing up minutes for Apollo FC Formals_4, it's probably going to be one of the last few minutes I'll be typing, and I'll sure miss everything (the $$ collection, minutes, accounts etcetc). In short, I'll miss Fac Comm alot :D You guys really are the love. (: I've got more things to say, but now isn't goodbye yet, so I'll leave them for later.

Badrec :D EXCO elections next wk :D

6V, as usual, the love. Recently I keep getting suanned by (mainly) Regina and Tanlisyn about my fatness D:

Haha I know they are kidding and all lah, that's why I just play along. :D

I rmb when this guy called me a feizhu in Pri 1, omg, i went home and cried for like 3 days 3 nights. Pri 1-4 went past with pretty low esteem cus I perpetually deemed myself as fat (haha I really was quite chubby at that time, coupled with my idol Kim Jong Il's hairstyle. Can you imagine.)

Even up till now mm. But I've learnt, in recent yrs, that outward looks aren't very impt anymore. I don't really care about having the best figure (like I used to), or if I'm having a good/bad hairday.

Cus I've come to find that it's really the HEART that matters. and when you've got a beautiful heart, and never do stuff agt your conscience, you're beautiful, in the most dazzling of ways :D
-THIS IS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE WHO THINKS THEY ARE FAT.

Of course, if you're fat AND evil, then you've got no excuses, YOU FATTY. (okay kidding).

Alright :D recently Mok's created a WHICH 08S6V GIRL ARE YOU? quiz on facebook :D hahah it's rly quite hilarious, you shld go try it, even if you're a guy.

My result's THIAM JIA MIN, duh. :D
Description:

Jia completed the quiz "Which 08S6V girl are you?" with the result Thiam Jia Min.

You are capable, kind, motherly and blessed with naturally curly hair that resembles that of Kim Jong Il. You are a born leader, being able to relate well to others is your forte. You appear happy most of the time and enjoys hanging out with crazy people like Tan Lisyn. People like you make friends with you as much as you like to make friends with them, but somehow, you can get rather disturbed by the size of your thighs and butt. Seriously, it ain't that big. I've seen bigger..

WTS! :D

Okay I hereby announce that I'm PROUD of my fat thighs, and my fat butt. :D I can easily lose the fats and have the sexiest butt around, but if you ever want a butt like mine, you can dream on :D
Anyw, I AM PROUD MY SELF OKAY :D FATS OR NO FATS :D

(:

alright, i shld go back to typing the minutes! :D Thankyou chooj/adele for helping me note the stuff down when i wasn't around :D

loveeees!

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Today Mdm Ong asked me if I was alright! Cus she said I looked sad and wasn't my usual self. Haha, thank you Mdm Ong, but I'm fine (:

I'm tired out by alot of things, the never ending race toward completing everything I need to complete. I'm staring at the building piles of tutorials and lecture notes (to read) day after night after day. SMASH is about to end and CCA will slowly die down, but then there's H3 coming up! :X I'm really quite messed up ahaha, don't be deluded by the title of my H3, GAME THEORY, it's not as fun as it sounds. But mmm the Prof Koh's very charming and I have gr8 company during lessons so its still good (: Must study study study :X

Anyw, SAT we had JTS (: Thank you 7G, you guys are lovely ((((: *hugs*

They prepared the bbq for us like restaurant-style, there was even those napkins folded into this kite shape, then got utensils nicely arranged beside the main course. hahaha they're really nice :D had a slpover from sat to sunday also with my (ex) haojiemei tanlisyn and phuayanqi (: was very fun and we did crazy stuff :D dominic (teo) and chengteng stayed over at yufong's house too, then at one point in time, the three of them were lying outside my house, on the floor hahah :D they are so cute lah :D ahhh im sure all of 6V who went were very touched, THANKYOU JUNIORS :D

6V LOVES 7G! :D

The road's tough, and this journey's never-ending, but I'll pull through! :D We will all pull through, my hao peng yous :D

Grit and determination! :D

(((((((((: Jiayou to everyone's who having comps/syf soon! :D (mothi, tongzi, etc etc) Do us proud! :D

Just watched this on TV and im like damn affected by it :/

)))))):

I'm off to give my family a huge hug. <3

Why do we get tensed up, and even emotional at times, over unsatisfactory exam results?

The reason will vary from person to person, depending on the individual's perspective of THE REASON for going to school to receive an education.

To many, it's an avenue to study, do well in exams, get qualifications/scholarships/degrees/honours to boost our chances of getting some bond to a company, or a high paying/high flying job. Then we'll have enough $$ to live luxuriously, give back to our parents ($$) what they have given to us, and eventually start a family, have kids, grow old and die.

What is this, really?

Is this really what we want? I know many idealistic people, people who don't give 2 hoots about results/jobs/money; these people just want to pursue their 'dreams' and 'aspirations'. How achievable is this? It is hard to keep an ideal state of mind when everyone around you is continually bombarding/drilling into you this notion: STUDY HARD LA day after day, night after night. Soon your ideals also get blurred, you lose track of what you really set out to do in life. You become like any other student in the Spore education system, blinded by the school's ideals/vision/mission, mugging endlessly to get good results so as to .... (refer to aforementioned).

It's a viscious cycle, isn't it.

I read Mok's entry, he's right. There are incentives to everything. People often zoom in to immediate actions - study hard now, next time then got future! (common parent-talk). People, in their continual quest to 'outdo' others have failed to look at education as a whole. At the end of the day, I do agree that one's future will inevitably depend on how well you do in school (its a universally set standard, no one can change this). That's why everyone pin ming mug now. Everyone's doing it, so we better do it too! -kiasuism.

Ultimately, I hope everyone remembers, that studies aren't everything.

There's more to life that good grades, there's love, friendship, passion, and learning.

Studying will just get you off with a good start, but good grades will not assure you of anything. you may be some top scholar, but in the end, if you're devoid of compassion and love, you're still going to end up on your deathbed, alone, and afraid. then you will ask urself, what have i done.

Still, everyone has different opinions and motivations and I'm in no position to say anything or change any mindsets. Let this post be a reminder to everyone, then.

Live your life to the fullest, be happy everyday. That's the main thing. If you're emo and sad all day, the effects are worse than if you fail tests or exams.

Cheerup girl <3

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I terribly lack focus :X I can come home reasonably early, switch on the com, and get addicted to blog-surfing/facebooking all night and not get a single piece of work done. Then ar midnight, I realise OHSHIT i just wasted my day, time to start work! And end up sleeping 2 plus 3am every night.

I have to find my focus again, find it jiamin, find it!

WAH's over, I love my juniors, my classmates, for coming down to support (: Most of all, I love Apollo and our fantastic fac comm (:

We've really been through so much tgt, all the events, fun, random crapzor moments, i love every single bit. I won't be able to get used to not seeing you guys as often as before. Fac com outings ftw :D I love you guys, each and every single one of you who's made this journey so amazing. (:

Alfred, Ming, Adele, Chanyi, Chooj, Jeanne, Jon, Weisheng (weeeeeeeets), Valencia (valdo i love you!), zhaorui (hahaha xiongzhao!), ginooooo, ruiqi!, shionnn, jialin!, Anzai and siyouuuuu :D

love you guys :D

Hahahahah :D Yupp and I love BadRec EXCO too :D:D:D:D:D zhiyong, chenwo, hueyjeen and calvin(these 2 are the ultimate jokers). We did our announcement on the bridge today haha, it was pretty funny :D Kudos to mokzor and leonnie for helping throw the banner though it was a pretty malu thing to do! :D love you guys, look forward to ur treat! :D

ahhhhhhhhh GAME THEORY! :D final exam very very soon, in ard 2 wks :X die die die die. im daoing tuts for now, chionging h3.

I LOVE EVERYONE :D Life is very stressful but I know I can pull through this with grit, determination, and awesome people ard me. (:

Stress relief! (punch stuffed toys/scream into pillow, right regina?)

Oh and MC and TLS, get well soon! :D PW results tmr wheeeeeheee :D

Peace! :D

Thankyou 6V ((((((((((:

*hearts, and more hearts*

Stressed, but I will come out of this alive! Even with my throat ulcer :X

I love you guys (: